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i lay my life down at your feet
you're the only one i need
i turn to you and you are always there
in troubled times it's you i seek
i put you first that's all i need
i humble all i am, all to you

one way jesus
you're the only one that i could live for

you are the way the truth and the life
we live by faith and not by sight for you
we're living all for you


your grace abounds so deeply within me...

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it's been a long time ever since i've blogged.i guess life was really bad for me then.nothing was going in the right direction and no matter how hard i've tried to stay positive, it didn't work.almost sank into depression.it was THAT bad.sigh.the once cheerful and bubbly huixin was gone and she could no longer find herself.every single day i have to put on a strong front and pretend that everything's gonna be fine but when i got home, i couldn't help but just break down and cry.for many many days.it was driving me insane.

but i thanked God for placing so many wonderful people in my life.i couldn't imagine how i could carry on with life without them.to all of you (you know who you are :D) thanks for always being there for me when i needed you.thank you for listening me out and trying so hard to cheer me up.(: i really appreciate all that.(:

i was glad that i spoke to my maths tutor.(: told him everything and he was really understanding.he told me to learn to let go and stop holding on to things that are not beneficial to myself.learn to throw them away so that i'll feel less burdened.that night i just cried like nuts and he said that crying is not a sign of weakness but it's a cleansing process.yup.he also asked me to self-reflect and find the old huixin back.but most importantly, he told me to seek God and that struck me.God was always there for me right in the beginning, waiting for me to come to him but i did not.i forgot all about him.what was i thinking? if i had came to him right from the start, will things be different then? that night, i prayed hard to him and i was so glad i did.immediately i felt a lot better.God has shown me that even if the whole world has crumbled, even if the whole world turns against me, he will always be there for me and i can fully depend on him.he will never ever forsake me because he loved me so much.(: i guess God has placed all these obstacles in my life so that i will be constantly reminded that i can always turn to him and it is through all of these that i grow and mature into a better person.(:

right now i'm moving on with my life and living each day to the fullest for God.(: i've learnt to surrender everything to him and well, i felt a lot more relaxed and happier.(: hee.back then i was bogged down by all these problems and just indulging myself in sadness that i've failed to see God which is probably why i could not find my way out.it was as though i was trapped.knowing now that God is working in me makes me appreciate all the goodness in life and hmmm..in a way it has also made me a stronger person.(: even though many things will cause me lots of pain and hurt, i'm not going to live with them and allow them to swallow me up.


everyday it's you i live for...
everyday i follow after you...
everyday i walk with you my Lord...

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got a new phone today.yay! (: it's quite an old samsung model but i still like it.haha.(: flip flip flip :D




why does my heart ache so much...

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HURRAY! ITALY WON! :D my del piero and totti.(: i'm ultra happy.heehee.they beat the germans! ((: okay.i hereby declare that christiano ronaldo sucks.thou shall not be shakened by his good looks and hot body but seriously, he's such an ass.): i mean it ok.haha.anyway it's damn sad that zidane's retiring.): sigh.he's really one of the best players around and it's such a pity.oh well.


italy vs france.please support italy.thank you.((:

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went gelare to eat and it wasn't very enjoyable.haha.the chocolate syrup was too sweet.)x ended up not finishing the waffle but the ice cream was nice.(: weather today was hot and even hotter.): was feeling sticky and smelly the entire day and the feeling just sucks.sigh.thanks to pe.now every pe lesson will be 2.4 run and grand stand torture.someone please kill me.thank you.actually come to think of it, it isn't that bad.i'll do anything to lose those extra weight.(: heehee.


back to watching full house.i'm addicted.byebye.(:

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A -Damn, you are good in bed
B -You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C -You're wild and crazy
D -You have trouble trusting people.
E -You're loyal to those you love.
F -People totally adore you
G -Love is something you deeply believe in.
H -You have very good personality and looks.
I -Love is something you deeply believe in.
J -Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things
L -You have a nice ass ;-)
M -Success comes easily to you.
N -Have a big warm heart.
O -You love foreplay.
P -You are popular with all types of people.
Q -You are a hypocrite.
R -You are very hot and sexy!
S -People think you are so sexy.
T -You are one of the best in bed.
U -You are really chill.
V -You are not judgemental.
W -You are very broad minded.
X -You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y -One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z -You like it VERY VERY HARD.

haha.took it from cheryl's blog.(: hmmm...some are definitely not true.i always let people tell me what to do.i mean i seek people's opinions first before i do anything.yeah.and i'm not chill.ermm..on second thoughts maybe i am sometimes.haha.(: oh.and i definitely have no good looks.okay.what low self-esteem i have.haha.but since it says i have then i'm flattered :D the others are rather true i guess.hee.(:

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i'm a happy girl once again.hee.(: his presence really makes my day.(:



that last kiss i'll cherish
until we meet again...

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alright man.PORTUGAL won!! woohoo.happiness.((: haha.christiano ronaldo is simply the best.and definitely sizzling HOT :D poor england.i guess it just wasn't their day.rooney getting red card and beckham being injured...sad sad sad.): oh well.i wish them all the best.haha.((:

won the bet (brazil vs france) with eug.YAY.i should have bet 50 bucks with him man.wasted.ended up betting 5 bucks only.haha.anyway i didn't particularly like brazil so wasn't rooting them to win but i feel sorry for them.my KAKA.): ok.that's besdes the point.haha.i mean they're a strong team and it's a pity that they couldn't play in the quarters.oh well.

germany.france.portugal.italy.i have a strong feeling it will be germany.(:

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okay.today my mom became the world's most annoying person ever.she pissed me off totally.sigh.but thou shall forgive and forget.i still love her yeah? (:

anyway went nygh funfair with eug.met eliza, his good friend.she's a very nice person.(: very friendly.(: yup.oh.met foxy and david also.scandalous.tsktsk.=P and i finally know who mark's gf is.HAHA.stoopid guy.insisting it was some other girl when it was actually her sis.heh.what rubbish.


i think i'm gonna watch my korean drama now.
tata :D